christmas, filming, learning something new, trying and failing but never giving up, drinking too much christmas soda, being cold, getting drunk unexpectedly, rushing around and stressing the only way christmas can, finding ten year old photos from my first time in London, new years eve in a hotel with dogs, feeling blessed, feeling tired, feeling grateful and energized about the next year to come like never before, being insecure about life but in a fun and new way, writing new years resolutions on a napkin
Making an exhibition in only weeks, turning over a new leaf, joining a new store selling my pictures, buying the sweater I fell in love with a year ago, still walking to work only now it's getting cold, saying goodbye without getting to say goodbye to the love of my life (my cat), eating soup that's so spicy I can feel it by just looking at the picture
walking to work, weather getting colder, eating the best food there is, last month of my first job, having conversations I never want to end, going to exhibitions seeing mediocre pictures for insane amounts of money, feeling the sun knowing it will be a long time until next time, never wanting the weekend to end
Walking for hours enjoying the vibe and view, getting drunk at the top of the world, reading some more in Central Park, enjoying the company, enjoying the vacation, not looking forward to leave the heat and going back to the cold
As I've started working at a studio, photography has started to become more and more work (in a good way) and less something I do whenever I have some sparetime. This has resulted in me not doing that much photography after work, and it's been a road where I haven't really known what to do with my sparetime. I've started cooking more, reading, drawing and one thing in particular is actually writing (who knew).
I've written poems before I understood they were poems, and they were mostly just scribbles in a book back then. But as I got more time for something else than photography, I realized they maybe wasn't just scribbles, and I saw I had literally hundreds of them!
So I got them all together and I found out that this is a perfect project to get better in making films. So whenever I have the time, I'll make an interpetation of one of my poems, and what will become of this project, I don't fully know yet. But that is sort of fun too!
Doing things I don't know, starting up a project I didn't know I wanted but went into being the perfect fit, celebrating the end and a new start, going to New York, having the best trip even though I had a cold, maybe it was the cold that made it the best trip, eating great breakfast and great lunch and great dinner and drinking great drinks, relaxing and reading Chelsea Handler because Chelsea Handler never gets boring to read, watching dancing with the stars live, finding out candy corn is the love of my life
Seeing so many beautiful things, Lukas with a big L, colours everywhere I look, new opportunities rising, so tired I wanted to hurl, being in love with the heat even though it's so warm to the skin, pointy flowers, great tasting food and trying to make some of it myself, taking podcasting to the next level by watching it live, counting the days to New York, seethrough shirts and rainy days when you least expect it
